Have you ever met someone who is just plain bubbling toxic poison? Someone whos primary objective in life is to carefuly suck what they can out of people and leave them dry.
Someone who puts on a different carefully chosen face for everyone they come in contact with.
They wear whatever personality suits thier needs with different people they meet.
They tell lies and even falsify whole life stories.
They will do anything for anyone, as long as there is a chance of gain.
They are sad and lost, but they have no intorest in changing that for the better.
You try to help them, love them, nurture them.
You believe their lies because you want to believe that maybe this time they are being heart felt honest. Just this once?
But they know that's what you want. That's the hook they lure you in with. They tug at the line a little every so often, just to make sure you're on the hook.
Then..
And only by accident..
You realise that once again, like so many times before, you've been had.
You feel like an idiot. Stupid. Used and then spat out like old gum.
Do they care?
No.
They are already onto the next person.
Spreading thier toxic poison.
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Poison sticks and needs to be worked out of the system.
If it keeps getting in your system, it starts breaking you down, no matter how strong you are [or think you are]
But sometimes you can't get rid of it.
You want it to not be poison, but it always is.
In this case, It's also my flesh and blood.
Even worse,
My fruit,
My creation.
My poison.
